It Continues

Greetings, Readers.


The thoughts, they're back. Back to haunt me with their judgments and insensitivity.
I should finish what I started, right. This has dragged on for too long. I keep devising reasons to dodge the bullet.
Here I lay, in bed. Peacefully. In the rut that brings me much comfort. When it happened. It all came back to me. Why am I still here? 
"The fuck dude!" echoes in my  mind as the monologue continues. This time around though, I have a valuable excuse to further delay 'The Grand Event'. I am pleased to say that Nosey and I have a date coming up on Sunday. So I keep my chin up because I know my slice of happy awaits me.
I know I may come across as "weak" at this point since my soul happiness lies in the hands of Nosey, but this oncoming event just happens to be the highlight of my MONTH.

Shamefully.
-Gran(^•^)Dad